My Internal Poem

I sit here...
...But where is here...?
It's dark...
It's empty...
It's swallowing me whole...
I want to run
I want to scream out...
...something...
ANYTHING!!
But I can't...
I'm frozen
Time has stopped
Space no longer exists here
...So do I...?
Where is here...?
Who am I...?
It's dark...
It's cold...
...lonely...
I'm so alone...
I want to cry, but I can't
Why? Why not?
Should I just smile? Fake it?
Should I be angry? About what?
Should I be scared? Of what?
...Should I be in pain...? What happened...?
...Why should I cry...?
Why not?
Why?
Why ask?
I'm confused
I'm scared
I'm sad
I'm lonely
...I want to see it again
To feel it...
To smell it...
...That happiness...from so long ago...faded so quickly...Why??
Has it been that long?
...Why is it gone? Why did it leave?
I'm scared...but I don't want to be
...I'm lonely...I want you here with me
...But who are you?...Who am I...?
I
don't
know
I DON'T KNOW!!!
Stop!
I can't
I can't feel anything...
The darkness
The emptiness
The loneliness
It's there...isn't it?
It's me
It's here...inside...
But WHY?????
No...
I don't want to...
I want to run away from it...
I want to scream...!
Please...
Make it stop...
Someone...
ANYONE!!!
Just PLEASE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Just make it STOP!!!!
...stop...